Preparation of Civil Services

In India, a government job is supposed to be the best, and they are actually the best because they have a very long history of royalty.

Thats why, one fine day, I started preparing for civil services. One of the reaosns was teh fact that my family belongs to this elite group of civil servants.

They were my inspiration and motivation to choose this career afterhaving a good engineering degree.

But what I did not know was that preparing for Civil Services is a really hectic job and it requires a lot of patience. Before starting my preparation, whenever I saw a guy who had been preparing for this exam for 3 - 4 years, I thought that there is a guy guy who doesnt know any thing and is just waisting his time and money.

But, now, after starting my preparations for this exam, I can not only understand their situation but I,myself, am in that situtaion. I have, like them, spend/wasted my time and money too.

The Civil Service Exam is that kind of exam which needs every thing from a person and preparation requires the ability to understand the exact situation and position of society.

When I was doing engineering degree, then we (I and my classmates) always talked about space, virtual reality, relative theory type things -topics that commonly we dont talk about. In collge we live in virtual world, with lots of dreams...

But, coming to another world (preparing for civil services) brings you to the ground realities. There are a lot of people who are dying of hunger, and millions are not getting their daily basics needs fulfilled. These are the people that are my inspiration and I have to work for them.

Even my exam hurdle will not stop me for helping them

Iwill do the best, I can, for them.

why i blog??

After coming to this world, the cyber world, I realised how eager people are to share their thoughts and hoe they are spending lots of time blogging. Are they really sharing their thoughts or do they just want to interact with real people and tell how they feel.

Are we not moving from a real world to an imaginary one??
Or
Do we not have the courage to tell our feelings in the real world??

Are we really giving time to our the people around us or are we only thinking about the global world??

Is it not better to share your feeling,stories andthoughts with the near ones and live in the real world.
Why does one blog?

why do I blog ??

my first blog

Once, a long time back, I was a net freak, but because of some reasons I am not able to come into this world that much now.

But, at last, after a gap of almost five years, I am back. One of my close friends suggested that I should start a blog of my own because that seems to be the new fad in the cyber world.

Writing has always been a very difficult task for me . So, you all can imagine my situation.

I think keeping a blog might help me improve that skill.

I need support from all possible quarters so that I can start and kepp going at what I have started.

Thanks!